Broken inside

how supposed i described my feeling right  now ?
sakit
pengkhiantan
kelukaan
kepedihan
kesusahan
ke
ke
ke
dan byk lagii ke ,yang aku yakin org senasib aku taw bagaimana perasaan itu

7 years and its stop counting . and believe me its hurt.
if u know what i have been through......... u will never this to me.
but i guess u dont know.

hearing something that kills you inside, but having to act  as you dont care is the worst.

aku tak tauu nak ckp cmne.. cuma aku harap peredaran masa berlaku cpt agar aku dapat move on.